My problems are minimal in comparison to what’s going on in the world. In so many ways. Today, there was a global IT outage that affected hundreds of thousands of people. And that’s just today.

I can’t stop thinking about how many times I have said out loud in the privacy of my own home, how unready I am to leave. Truthfully, I feel like there are probably several things that I should figure out before driving interstate. I just keep telling myself that I can deal with everything there, even though it is easier here. I have to call to check on my birth certificate for one.


I have basically opened and semi unpacked the clothes bags. I am not taking everything with me. I need to be more sensible or something. I honestly don’t know. I know that I am going to figure it out, and when it’s not raining, I’m going to start packing the car myself.

By removing things from the bags and making them lighter, and working out where he boxes and blankets can go in the car, i think i can back my car up next to the porch and do it myself.

I have no idea when I’ll leave due to the new dash camera smart box problem but at least this way, I can unpack clothes to put away which I can wear in the meantime but still try and get some packing done. I seriously need it out of my house.

I’m in bed in the dark. I’m going to go to sleep now.

10:25 pm