Maybe it’s because I’m going to miss him more than I thought, I honestly don’t know. I felt really good when he came to visit but became incredibly anxious after he left.

I would say there are lots of factors playing into the anixety, but thankfully, I am feeling better now. Mind you, I had to take two valuim during the day.

I did manage to shower and wash my hair and clean the dishes and tidy the kitchen, so I’m happy about that.

I also spoke to my mechanic about getting the extra part I need installed so that the dash cam continues to work when the car is turned off.

I’ve just gotten into bed, and it’s raining, which I love, so I’m happy about that.

I know this change is exactly what I need, and I am looking forward to it when I’m not an anxious mess.

I’m going to plan to get up at a decent time tomorrow as I have to go out and do a few things. So, I am going to go to sleep shortly. Probably after reading one nosleep story on Reddit.

9:57 pm