I keep getting hit with intense anxiety, and I don’t know why 😕

Andrew came for a visit and got me out of bed, which was nice. If all goes according to plan, and Juice helps me pack on Wednesday after he finishes work, and I leave on Thursday morning, it means that today was the last time I’ll see Andrew for a while. So, I’m glad he came past.

I wasn’t anxious then. I don’t know why this keeps happening. I’d guess it has something to do with the trip. I’m excited, yet anxious at the same time.

I’m just having some toast and a coffee while reading Reddit. Then I’m going to have a shower and tidy up my kitchen.

I feel like my heart is beating really fast. Like there’s something I’m supposed to do, but I don’t know what.

If it doesn’t ease up, I’m going to have to take something to help. Hopefully, a nice hot shower will make a difference.

The dash cam that I had decided to buy is no longer on sale. That’s what I get for not making the purchase at the time or reading the sale dates. I’ve looked at similar ones that are cheaper, but I think I’m going to get the one I want anyway.

My toast is getting cold, so I better keep eating. Writing this is helping a little, but my heart is still racing.

1:13 pm