It’s driving me insane 😫😆🤣

Please somebody. I’m fairly certain I will get different answers on Google. It’s probably according to the country for all I know. If I’ve checked, I don’t currently remember.

I do, however, remember seeing it written all the different ways I’ve included in the title.

So, I’m interested to know what everyone thinks? I would love to hear your opinion ☺️😁

I am reading through the About Page content on my YouTube channel and am pretty sure I’m going to change it or completely scrap it and write a new one. Hence, saving the current one here on my website.

I have so much to learn. Sometimes, I feel like a complete fraud. I felt like it during my undergrad, and it’s been coming and going regarding the masters. More so, because of how much I struggle with spelling and writing the actual words I’m thinking of. Now that I’m aware of what’s going on yet still somehow unable to stop it, it drives me insane. I guess the lesson is to let go of that anger towards myself, since with awareness, I am much better at proofreading and catching my mistakes than I used to be.

Ah, I just scrolled up, realising that for me to say that I should read this first before publishing. I’m going to be honest and say that when it comes to this particular website (my second website, once created, will be completely different to this one in every way) I do not proofread or prewatch anything I post.

Again, if you are new, this is to keep everything completely and utterly authentic on every level. I cannot on any level really make it make sense why I believe it has to be this way, because I believe I would find… you know what’s weird, or more to the point, I wouldn’t find it weird if someone told me they do what I do. Share without editing. On any level.

When I read back over my blogs like this one, I fix up any mistakes in the grammar. Most of the time, you can work out what word I thought I was writing from the context and the words around it.

I want this website to look, feel, and be beautiful and magnificent in its own way. This website and my channel are extremely important to me. So, I have to dig deep to find out why I feel so nervous about being open about it at uni. Even as I type that, I’m having memories flash back of me discussing it to my camera and the reasons why. It will all come together when it’s supposed to. That much I wholeheartedly believe.

I have realised that to be able to let my mechanic use my home as a place to store things, I have to actually pack up my house.  I need to start with what I’m taking and then move onto everything else 😅

4:45 pm