I’ve been reminding myself that I matter to keep myself from crying every time a dark thought crosses my mind. Unfortunately, this has been a lot this past week. I have cried every day since Tuesday. Today is Saturday.

But at least today I started a new book and have already read half of it since lunchtime. It’s a Lee Child’s book. My mum loves him so I chose it because of that. I have two in my library that I haven’t read. Well, until today.

I also put the linen on to wash. Made mashed potatoes, vegetables, and gravy for dinner, and even went outside and got the mail, and took the rubbish out. Might seem like nothing, but it feels like a big win to me.

Now I’m watching What If on Netflix for the second time. I don’t really remember it, but know I really enjoyed it.

Boss is in bed with me, and I’ve got my teddy bear, which I hug when feeling sad and alone. Boss keeps moving around and is now looking at me like he knows I’m talking about him lol

Thank you for all of your support. You mean the world to me.

7:56 pm