I made this hours ago. I spent the morning looking at Master’s degrees that are government subsidy fees that I can afford to pay while studying. I found one that would be really beneficial in the long wrong. I let my friends know, but no one even acknowledged me. This got to me.

I felt okay throughout the day downloading content from my undergraduate degree. But by 4pm, I felt so sad and lonely that I had a really good cry.

Now I’m just feeling flat. But I’m all cried out so that’s good.

I really wish I knew how to get over needing external validation, but today, I guess, it shows that I still do. Being ignored crushed me.

6:51 pm / Uploading 9:59 pm