I guess I really do need to go away and be alone to go within because I’m not doing a very good job at anything it seems 😶

It turns out my inability to get up in the morning at a decent time has ruined my sisters day and now I feel shit and guilty and like they were probably happier without me in their lives. My sister and her family that is 😔

But I have to pull myself out of this and just get in my car and go. I have to be there by 3pm and it’s an hour and ten minute drive 🚗

1:27 p.m.