I’m distracted feeling sorry for someone who did a bad thing out of fear on SVU and whose whole life is now destroyed by it.

It’s a lot like the real world, isn’t it? Everything is based on fear.

This storyline is just one simple example of what I mean about how easy it is for people to only see one side of a situation. It makes me beyond frustrated.

The stupid one-liners, like, “Once a cheater, always a cheater”, “a leopard never changes its spots”, and others that are thrown around that have no merit. Not in my opinion anyway. Absolutely everyone can change. In every day. Growth and maturity are very important, provided you keep your true core. Or perhaps I should say, finding your true self is probably the most important lesson of all.

I am changing every day. These videos are helping me capture in real time where I am at. As most of you know, the thing with me is, that I truly believe I am here to share. Boy, do I wish I had a way to explain it so I think my Mum would understand it, but, I hope in some way, all of you who view my stories, like, comment and subscribe to my channel and website, prove that itself.

I talked about a lot in this 40 minute video. Today is the first day I have left my house since getting my last butterfly tattoo coloured last Saturday. it is Tuesday today.

I decided to get my nails done at a new place as they were too long to wait and my normal place was booked out until tomorrow by the time I called. I’m glad because I really wanted to go to Woolworths and my normal nail place is where Coles is, in a different suburb.

I met someone nice at the nail place and she and I exchanged numbers, and then I spent far too long in the supermarket feeling overwhelmed and not paying enough attention, instead focusing more on the conversation with Eden on the phone just to get through it.

I didn’t get home until just after 7 p.m., yet my nail appointment was at 4. Tomorrow, I need to go and get the mattress for my vehicle made, since me and Boss are going to go stay at my sister’s for Easter Sunday and try it out.

9:03 p.m.

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Update: This episode, as above, SUV Season 11, Episode 3 ‘Solitary’ [just seeing the title for the first time now to write this, and it’s perfect] omg it, was making me angry but now it’s making me want to cry 😢 I am feeling 100 emotions and am fully connecting with the “perp” 🥹

Dinner is delicious 😋

9:47 p.m.

Update2: i cannot see the phone screen enough to fix the typos even though I’ve tried many times to fix the o to a p above but that part of my phone screen is black given how broken my phone is us.

Anyway … never mind a new episode has  started and I can now see and was able to fix lol

Reading these back is fun.

The new lawyer in season 11 of svu is super annoying and almost triggering in her complete disregard for people she doesn’t understand therefore doesn’t give a damn about what happens to them 😳

I’m getting tired now 😴

10:05 om