I feel so guilty. I am so lucky in so many ways, and yet I feel trapped inside my own mind š
I am ok around others but as soon as I am alone I withdraw so much I’m not achieving all the things that I need to do š
Why do I feel like I’m never going to be enough? When are these sad, low, dark feelings going to stop? I’m doing everything I can and it feels like enough š
I just want to hide from the world during periods like this. So, much for wanting to help others feel less alone š„ŗ
If seeing this video helps in any way by seeing a complete stranger share my bad daysĀ then I guess something comes from it and if not that’s ok, too š