I had “always come from love” going around in my head and that’s when I recognised for the first time that asking Ellie to leave was coming from love for myself and that’s ok. I was polite and told her I loved but I was just too tired and sore myself to deal with tonight. I will reach out to her 🫣

I made the curry. It’s not as I remember it but I haven’t made it in so long. I’m bummed that I didn’t get  some kind of snack. Thankfully I have some of the chocolate Andrew brings me in the fridge 😋

I’m lying on the couch with SVU on Netflix on. Dirty dishes are in my sink but I’ve decided it’s ok given how much pain I’m in ☺️

9:32 pm