Very tempted in this moment to set everything to private. This channel. My website. Close Snapchat and uninstall Messenger app as well as WhatsApp.

That should effectively take me off the map so to speak.

I know nothing and only cause pain.

I am done with trying to understand this world. At least for me.

I will come back but right now I need to go completely within.

I’m sorry to anyone out there who might be disappointed in me. I feel a wave of emotions.

I thought this was my purpose. I genuinely want to help people but I apparently make everything about me because I don’t understand things and ask for clarification and honesty. I need that in my life.

I won’t hurt anyone anymore but I’m always going to need clarification, at least on important things.

I feel sad now. Like this is goodbye. To everyone. At least for now.

I won’t be closing anything tonight.

Wonder if this uploads before midnight 🤔

11:56 pm / 12:38 am