Describe a man who has positively impacted your life.
He may be lied to me on a level most people probably can’t even fathom, and yet, so much good came out of it. Continues to come from it.
I think we’re all aware that I have well and truly forgiven him. I did that only days after finding out the truth years ago āŗļø
[ But that is a whole entire story to itself š]
But my life would never have turned out the way it has if it wasn’t for what we went through š¤·āāļø
I used to be proud of how easy it was to know exactly what to say, to hurt someone in a way that would fuck with their heads for who knows possibly forever š
Would I like to be able to take back some of the more terrible and nastier things I’ve said to both Mr X and Cassie? Yes, of course, I would, so it’s taken years to work through the grief, confusion, and going within to learn how to forgive myself š
Evil. I can see that now š¹
I mean for fucks sake I went through with having DEVIL tattooed onto my inside of my lower lip. Mr X’s idea š¤£
But keep in mind he convinced himself none of whatbwas happening was real and that I was lying all the time, so he didn’t really register what I meant when I said when meeting him that “I am a very literal person”, so when I sent him the picture, his first question was “is the pen and drawn on? It’s not real, is it?” š
It’s very real š
It’s 10:r pm. here in Melbourne, Australia, and I have just now realised this is not attached to a video, so todays video will be short š
11: 01 pm