Want to hear the craziest thing ever that keeps making me laugh every time I think it, but given I am so completely open about my mental health and the official eight different diagnoses I have, or, to be pedantic, I am officially diagnosed with six mental illnesses, one personality disorder and a neurological condition…

Bipolar
Dissociative Disorder
Severe Complex PTSD
Anixety
Depression
Suicidal Ideation
Borderline Personality Disorder
ADHD

These are just the mental health illnesses I have been diagnosed with over the years. I have a whole list of physical health conditions also, but that’s not for today…

What I am finding absolutely astonishing is the fact that I had never once considered myself “mentally ill” even though I have these conditions. It was truly mind f*cking when I first actually registered that thought, given it was so recent. I’m not sure exactly when, but I think near the end of the last unit on abnormal psychology and now combined with the topic I am working on for my current lab report assignment, has shown me, what I just never realised.

Isn’t it strange how our minds work 😅

I am glad to have had this realisation at the end of my degree and not at the start 😆

Now I have to get some work done on the lab report as I’m fairly busy the next couple of days 🤗

5:50 pm (how??? how is it 5:50 pm already?!? 😫)

It is now 10:54 pm with my dinner on my lap and assignment open in front of me. But, l am very interested in watching this particular video to see if I can see what my therapist is talking about in regards to how I was “presenting” in comparison to usual 😝 it’s now 11 pm and my pir and hasbrown is getting cold 🤦‍♀️🤣