Do you need time?

I have more time than I know to do with. But spent alone as I am often am causes me to lose time. I have absolutely no idea how else to explain it. I don’t know where the hours go.

I need help. I may not look like it but I very much need help.

I would give anything for top private health insurance, and yet I finished typing the sentence won’t would make sense but realised before halfway that I have no need to “give anything” for anything given I am exactly where I’m supposed to be. But it has just reminded me to make a note to call my Psychiatrist and make an appointment.

I just watched the video in which I say something like “There’s a few I don’t agree with”. Right now, there are only two that I can think of, and even though I still don’t agree and think it’s more probably the side effect of the medication I take, one thing that is becoming very noticed is my weight loss and lack of appetite. Last time I was like this I had full insurance and hospitalized for some time.

I no longer have insurance yet I can literally hand my new Psychiatrist all of the notes from all of the Psychiatrists before him, mainly the one who was in charge of me as in patient. Twice.

Not sure how or where I went off track there 😆

I just scrolled to the top quickly to check the title and have seen it’s the daily blog question and answer prompt 😅🤣

I think I need to eat something and then have a shower and hurry up about it since I need to wash my arm and let my tattoo air dry and it’s easier in the shower 🚿 🙂

10:54 PM