I almost gave myself what felt like a heart attack when transferring the video to rename and upload it here. I went to rename it, but I thought I had accidentally hit the delete button instead. I had never realised they were next to each other before.

Anyway, I talked for way longer than I had planned, but a whole bunch of random stuff came out, some of which I am realising in this very moment that I don’t think I fully explained or ended lol

If you get to the point in the video [where it is, I don’t know – that’s what makes this fun!] where I start talking about my feet and how I wore jandals to my recent doctor appointment because I am becoming slightly worried about them, since all the skin in between toes is cracking and between my pinkie on my left foot and the toe next to it, I’m concerned about, as it now has some red lump on/near the join between the toes. I have no idea how to describe it, so thankfully, cameras were invented for that lol


Because I haven’t/don’t have the brain power or physical energy to do any more than I currently am, I haven’t sorted out the storage on my phone, so I was unable to film my last doctor’s appointment, which sucks royally lol

Anyway, because I had so many other more pressing issues going on when I asked again about checking my feet again, I added, “unless you think it can wait due to everything else going on”. In saying that, I now see that I took away the urgency of why I went all out to make an in-person appointment, given my extension and special consideration had already been accepted on the basis of the emailed versions.

I see now, in typing that, that I just did exactly what I said in the video I do. Interesting lol

It’s so late, and I still have plenty to do. Please send me high-energy vibes, people. Sending you all Love

Goodnight X

11:37 p.m.

Hilarious Update For You All!! And Thankfully, Me Too!!

Yes, I am writing strangely because this is how hilarious I am finding this entire situation and how the Universe truly works. Once you understand how Vibrations and Energy work, you can’t unknown it. It’s like that disgusting movie my friend made me watch. I can’t unsee it haha

Straight after hitting the Publish on this video, the first one I recall talking about or doing this for a while, so who knows how long ago, and yet the timing, oh, the Divine Timing indeed haha …

Anyway, I keep laughing, and then that makes me smile even more, given I know there was a version when there is no way in hell right now, I’d be calmly typing this update and not completely freaking out, so more than anything, I think I feel proud. Go for me. I didn’t know that until I typed it. Side note: that’s why journaling helps. Or making these types of videos and only you watch them back. You would be surprised by how much you learn about yourself.

The point of this upload, jeez, no wonder everything takes me so much longer, lol. Once I published this video, it still had a few moments of processing to do, so I figured it made sense to get up and grab my dressing gown to through on over my clothes since the temperature had dropped and use the bathroom while my coffee was reheating in the microwave. Well, I had just gone to sit down, so I needed to move my dressing gown out of the way, and right as I did it, it was like I knew nanoseconds before it happened, but I had to fish my phone out of the toilet. I’m grateful it was at least clean water lol

The reason it’s so funny is that moments prior to dropping my phone in the toilet, which, funnily enough, and it’s definitely making me find it funnier, is that it’s the first time I’ve ever done that, but the fact that it was straight after telling all of you that I had dismantled all the clocks and was going to tape over the clock on my laptop so that I could not see the clock, because they are now fu*king with my head, leaving the only way for me to check in with reality is through my phone, which, thankfully, I can put away and ignore since the alarms for things like medications, appointments, etc., are set to override everything, so I don’t have to worry about any of that.

Yet, less than one minute after publishing the video, my very broken, cracked, completely open camera with no actual lens cover at all protecting the phone fell into the toilet. Thank god I’m laughing. Clean thankfully lol

At first, it was dark, like it was switched off, but when I got it out of its cover and dried it as well as I could and shook it, I went to turn it on, and it opened as normal as though it had been on the whole time. I was very happy, of course. I went to send a text message to a friend on Messenger to see if it would work, but before I could complete sending the message, the phone died.

I think there was still water I couldn’t see or shake out completely, but now it’s in a bowl of rice.

It’s technically the 2nd of October at 12:50 a.m. right now, but I did make this on the 1st before midnight x