I woke up naturally at just after 8 a.m. I have been working on my assignment all day. I have at least managed a few parts of section one, but so far, aside from that, I have been typing up notes as I watch the movie and now need to figure out how to figure it all out and get peer-reviewed articles, etc. to source my material.

Inside, I feel like I have already drowned. I honestly can’t even bring myself to watch the videos that I made at the start of this trimester because just thinking about how good I felt back then compared to how bad I feel now just makes me want to cry, and I don’t have time for that. I just need to get something ready to submit by the 27th if that’s what it comes to. Something is better than nothing, and my grade doesn’t define me. I am working my butt off doing the best I can.

I am so tired I very much need to go to sleep. I am getting an early wake-up call in the morning and am going to set the alarms to give me a few minutes heads up so I hopefully hear them and the phone ringing.

Sending you all love and am so grateful to all of you and the love and support you give me xx

9:26pm