I’ve been working on my assignment all day. I feel like I should have achieved so much more by now, but, I keep reminding myself that I am doing the best I can and given all I’m dealing with now, just getting out of bed is something to be proud of.

I am now going to continue watching the movie. I am so exhausted that even though I want to keep typing notes, I physically don’t think I can anymore tonight.

The pain levels are sky high, and for some reason that makes my rib that broke start hurting, and I know I’m not eating correctly, housework and washing continue to grow around me even though I feel like I am constantly doing them.

All I want to do is sleep. Or at least get through the day without hating myself, which, I currently do. Each day that goes by with minimal being written is intensifying how badly the negative effects are inside my own mind. I cannot explain what is happening just that I can’t consciously think about how much I’m not coping because I have to get through this unit in one piece.

Now it’s time to watch the movie. Yippee.

8:07 pm