I think deep down, I knew that I would. Which makes me sad.

Today went nothing like I had thought it would. I am too tired to type it out when I’ve just made a video explaining it, but I spent some time in the morning outside drinking coffee, smoking and crying my eyes out for feeling like the biggest failure of all.

I was granted the extension and now have until the 27th of September to get it done, which has relieved me in some way. Mostly, I think I need to take a break from the assignment for a couple of days and catch up on my lectures and seminars…

Okay, so I love it when this happens. Just typing that out helped me see that that doesn’t make any sense. I have all my note-taker notes from both the lectures and the seminars, meaning I can catch up on content while recovering at Cassidy’s house. Since that involves watching recordings and only adding a few handwritten notes here and there, given I have the professional notes already that I use.

So, it makes more sense to focus on what I’ve been focused on since I have so much going on in my head about this assignment. I watched the movie again and was highlighting the transcript as we were watching, which I found was really helpful. My client has agreed to Wednesday, so it’s basically just tomorrow that I reckon I can get some work done.

Anyway, I am absolutely exhausted and feel like I could pass out, but I still want my ice cream, so I’m going to get up and get one of those after I hit publish lol

You are ALL beautiful, wonderful, worthy, loved people. I am here to remind people of that.

I am so happy that my site is working the way I’d hoped. It’s also taught me just how little I know about so much.

If you are someone who has commented and possibly felt ignored, I am truly sorry. I honestly feel terrible for allowing it to happen. I get some notifications, but I must have messed up a setting or something. I have no idea how there are that many unread/unresponed to messages. Part of me wants to know if there’s an easy way to find out how many exactly there are because there are far too many to count, and then there’s the other part of me that is like, don’t do that, Liv, it’s better not to know. The best course of action is to just read through them one at a time and respond accordingly. That’s the one I’m going with.

Please remember if you wish to contact me directly, my email is listed on my About Page. lifesastory11@gmail.com

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