It is now 8 pm and I have just put a sausage roll on for dinner. Only had one but got some bread. I must get my shopping done ASAP Boss has no more food other than the biscuits currently left in his bowl left over from last night.

Nope, I’m wrong, I just checked and he has eaten them, so, now I really have to.

I have been up since just after 7 am..I have been at my desk all day. I have nothing on my assignment to show for it. Only this time, it’s getting harder to not beat myself up. I don’t know why this happens other than what I learn in therapy, and…

I don’t know what I’m trying to say. I’m exhausted. I’m hungry. And I could have watched the movie three times already just today, I am now going to sit down and watch it, when, in reality, that is the last thing I want to do. But I landed myself here. So, have to do something to get where I need to be, and right now, that is immersed in this movie.

I also really need to eat. We’re all here together. That’s what I’m reminding myself as I pace my kitchen and write this description lol

Goodnight Everyone X

8:10

Update: I ordered Coles through Doordash. Didn’t realise Coles shut at 10 pm so my shopper called to explain on the way to mine that he had called Doordash to ask what to do since there was no way he was going to be able to finish my shopping before the store closed. They advised to get as much as he could and cancel the rest of the order. Mind you, I had once again forgotten about the chat function so had missed a bunch of messages. When I started replying, is when he called me.

The poor guy sounded so stressed but I assured him it was ok. He told me got the dog food and I let him know that was the most important thing, which made him feel better. The only thing I still need to get is bread, but once again, I stood in IGA yesterday with the bread in my hand thinking “You know you are to always buy two loaves of bread every time you buy it” yet, I replied with”I know I need to get dog food as soon as possible, like tomorrow [today] and so I only got one. Of course, it was missed tonight lol

But my apple pies did arrive and are now ready, so I’m looking forward to them..I’m not totally sure what to put on them yet as I don’t have cream or ice cream that’s not a drumstick, waffle cone type. Doesn’t matter it will taste great

10:46 pm