Why do you blog?

I am one of the most extroverted people anyone will ever meet. This is not a brag. Just what I have now come to understand.

You see, there’s just one little problem with being as “out there”, “intense”, “high energy”, to name a few of the more simple ways that I have had people describe me, but all of that makes me a really fun, exciting, interesting, and “bubbly” [another word people have been saying lately] person to be around. Usually. But then there are the times when it’s not.

You see, no one ever really believes me or can even seem to fathom that I, this, fun, happy, bubbly person could possibly have a mental illness. I must admit, given where I’m at in life, I truly do find how ignorant people are about mental illness amusing. , As I write that, I can’t help but think, that everyone is always talking about the stigma of mental illness but I’m starting to think most of it is more ignorance than anything. I mean, I am well aware of how I look and sound. I make videos every day.

But about from the simple need within me to talk everything out which is difficult to do when I live alone and only have a few friends, none of whom I can ever just call and ask if they want to catch up for a coffee, I find talking about writing everything out helps. It’s just that in my case it only helps if it’s public and it turns out done in a completely different way than I could have ever imagined 😆

I believe I am here to share. So, that’s exactly what I’m going to do 😌

7:31 pm