I know it may sound silly but I’m seriously not kidding about how hard I find even some of the most basic things to do, simply, because, I am alone. Well, not simply I guess because I definitely don’t feel down or depressed etc, but getting out of bed is quite difficult at the moment, which, is strange, given how much stuff I actually have to do.

I really am feeling proud and happy with a big smile on my face, at having done this. I’ve been talking about it with Ash for some time now since they do it. Lately, when my alarm for my morning medication goes off, I “complete” it, then roll over and go back to sleep. So, much for getting a routine. I can’t remember if I even lasted a week 😬

But as I said, the Universe has spoken a great deal to me over the last two days. I just stopped for a moment then to set the intention of waking up in the morning with a great mindset for the morning. I can immediately turn the ducted heat on, make a coffee and some toast and then come back to bed to watch the news, and then a couple of my videos, before possibly making one, or showering and then making one. I am feeling good this evening and it is lovely 🥰

I’m not far off sleep now. I am just so damn proud of myself ☺️

I do feel like I could just pass out now though, so, I must put my phone away 😆

8:38 pm