People are constantly telling me how brave it is that I upload all my videos before watching them. To which I always explain, you can’t edit something you haven’t seen and the entire point and purpose of this website and the corresponding YouTube channel. They have to be authentic. This much I know.

And truthfully, I’m not even sharing to the extent that I want to, or know I’m supposed to, but, now have faith that everything will happen exactly as it’s supposed to, in divine time. This knowledge is very much making my life easier, even, on days like yesterday when I was super emotional.

The Universe is throwing lessons my way, left, right and centre, and, I think I am handling everything really well. Especially the heightened feeling of being alone in 3D. That is very much being highlighted right now. The number of times I have checked my phone today, almost, as if in anticipation of hearing from someone. My phone is on vibrate, due to notification sounds adding to my headache, but, it’s definitely been a weird day in that regard.

Anyway, the point of this post, is that, when I gave the lovely ladies, who were in the waiting room with me, the YouTube handle https://youtube.com/@lifesastoryblog then I told them that I was behind on watching the past week’s worth of videos.

Well, I have just gone to check and it appears there are more than a week’s worth of videos that I am yet to catch up on. I’m not even entirely sure of which ones I’ve seen and which I haven’t. I checked my history but that hasn’t helped, so, I am going to go back to the last video in my history and see if I can work it out from there.

Something the Mother said to me really stood out and is another message feom the Universe to help me see what I’ve been missing lately. She said something along the lines of “I would have thought you’d want to watch them in the mornings when you get up”. That was exactly what I needed to hear. This is because I have been struggling with getting up each morning.

I naturally woke up at 6:38 am this morning, but, since I knew I couldn’t have a coffee and my house was cold, I kept changing my alarms, figuring, as long as I had time to shower, get dressed, eat something and then go, that was the main thing. Unfortunately, by the time I got out of the shower, which, I stood in for quite some time, under the hot water, my medication had already kicked in, so trying to make myself eat something was impossible. It has continued to be so, as of now at 5:28 pm. I have started vaping due to the intensity of pain I am in, so, that helps me eat at night.

Side note: when taking medication like Ritalin or Dexamfetamine for something like ADHD which is why I am on it, it is extremely important to eat before they start working the side effects kick in.

I don’t think I am going to watch the movie for university tonight, now that I have seen how many videos I have to catch up on. But then again, I get sick of myself quite quickly, so I know there is no way I’m making it through all of them tonight.

I think I am going to start doing what I used to do when I started making these videos 581 days ago, and that is, make my videos in the mornings, on my laptop, so that I wake up while filling everyone including myself in on what I’ve been up to, the day before, for example.

This will be beneficial for multiple reasons, but the one coming to mind the most, besides getting up (to make coffee and breakfast and grab my laptop), is that I will make actual decent-length videos, which is super important to me. 30 seconds to a few minutes don’t really sum up a day in the life of Liv (me 🤣). I will also go back to watching each video from the day before in the mornings while having breakfast.

This paragraph ⬆️ is written so poorly that I am curious to see what this ChatGPT can do with it. I have not as yet checked it out, given it’s technology, and we all know how I feel about that 😂

I was going to try it out but upon seeing this, I have decided it can wait until tomorrow 😆

I really want to attempt week two’s practice questions before I put my uni stuff away, but have not finished revising all of week twos content. I think I have maybe half-hour of reafing left in me and then am going to see how I go even if I haven’t finished the content completely. I’ve listened to the notes at least three or four times so far ☺️

5:54 pm