Truthfully, I am surprised he lasted as long as he did š¤£


I took these pictures ā¬ļø when I was speaking to Cassidy on speakerphone earlier. Boss is such a crackup when hearing other people’s voices. Especially the voices of people he has not met in real life. He is just so damn cute, so I have to share š


And while I’m sharing, I just want to say, on a completely different topic, I pray all these heart tests come back fine, because I feel like my bladder is ruining my life. I literally have to try and time everything these days around where a toilet is going to be available. I want the surgery as soon as humanly possible, because, I am pretty sure that its the lack of water or liquids in general that I miss throughout each day, to try and avoid making my bladder symptoms feel worse (seriously, I can’t type anything to portray how bad it is now).
I am practising bladder training as I type this because sometimes there are times when I either manage to hold it together (literally, as in not pee myself) or I miss out on things. Or parts of things. A perfect example is going to see Barbie. I made sure I peed as much as I could right up until before it was about to start. It was two hours long. I made it about an hour into it before the symptoms started. I honestly don’t know how I made it, but I run to the bathrooms the second it ended. I could have cried from relief.
Anyway, I think I am doing well today given everything I’ve had going on āŗļø
4:12 pm
Update: Boss has taken over the bed, so once again, I’m almost coming off the side to accommodate this big baby š¤£


I tried to take a wide angle picture earlier, but, the camera on my phone is absolutely munted, and up until then, I had been somewhat curious as to how I was still able to use it without any issues. It turns out it’s based on the width of the lens š



This was taken n Saturday the 29th of July, so, five days ago. It is far worse now š
4:46 pm
Update: Boss has now officially pushed me halfway out of the bed š¤£š¤£ 6:33 pm

