Day 572: 24th July 2023 | My body feels tense, heart racing and I’ve had tremors for a few days šŸ˜…


Oh, and I also keep becoming overheated very easily, to the point of sweating and feeling faint šŸ˜®ā€šŸ’Ø

I am not feeling like myself at all. I am praying this is the worst of it šŸ™

I slept until 10:45 am then had the fastest shower because I woke up drenched in sweat and had organised for one of those compare the market type of companies to call me back at 11 am. I know I need to change my power and gas and have needed to since the 1st of this month, July, I just hadn’t gotten there when this company called last week and I organised a time but then wasn’t available for a few days. I finally spoke to them this morning only to decide that I will check out a few plans and companies myself lol

I waited 15 minutes after getting out of the shower before deciding that I must have got the day or time wrong and I was hungry. They rung at 11:30 am. Right before the very last bite of pancake šŸ˜†

I did what I always do when I’m exhausted, I came to check on Boss who was still in bed and decided I wanted cuddles so got back in. I very distinctly remember thinking “this is another one of those sliding door moments”, acknowledging it and choosing to stay anyway. I do remember keeping my eyes open for some time though and at one point thinking, ok that because they were open that meant I’d be up in a short while. The next thing I remember is my alarm going off for medication at 2:30 pm.

I had my lecture online at 3 pm. I attended it which I’m happy and grateful about. I have a lot to do and need to start putting in the hours now.

It’s 9:01 pm and I’m hungry and exhausted. Right up until about 10 minutes ago I didn’t feel hungry at all, yet now I’m hearing “super hungry” lol time to make some cheese toasted sandwiches to eat in front of Netflix before passing out.

Boss is now standing over me telling me it’s time for me to get up and let him in under the blanket and while I’m up doing that, I need to make my dinner.

Goodnight Everyone x

9:15 pm


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