Made it to Cassidy’s place with approximately four minutes to spare until the seminar started 🫣

The seminar went for two hours, but I don’t feel like I understood two hours’ worth of knowledge 🤨

I’ve had an awesome day and achieved some uni work and been out to see the horses with Cassidy and her sister ☺️

I’m going to stay for dinner before heading home for the evening 😋

5:14 pm

Update: I am uploading this from home as I did not realise until my drive home that I hadn’t added the video and published it. I stayed for dinner, though I wasn’t hungry at the time so only ate a little. I bought the rest home, along with more baby spinach, four left salad and… a damn word I’ve been trying to remember all day. Menz something. Looks exactly like rocket. Identical in my eyes. I will ask Sundance what it’s called again and update 🫣😆

I had no idea when she was filling the bags that they were for me. I’m having vague thoughts on meals I could cook using baby spinach. I will message Juice and ask for his advice. After Cassidy and I finished with the seminar she wanted to go out to get food. After that, she took me to her Mum’s work place. She works on a farm that produces all the pre-packaged salad selections for supermarkets etc

Literally straight from the farm. I also got eggs from the farm where the horses are kept, so I’m feeling pretty happy about that.

I also feel like I’m holding myself back from sharing fully and I’m not totally sure why but as I typed that the thought and feeling “it’s because of uni” passed over me. It’s like all of a sudden I’m scared something is going to happen that will stop me from getting my degree but I have no idea why and yet the anxiety around it is extremely real. I think I might make an appointment with one of the university’s psychologists. That’s definitely what it is, I just didn’t know until right now.

Thank you for reading my story. I feel somewhat relieved in at least recognising that. And on the note, I am going to publish this, put my phone away and watch an episode or two of Mom on Netflix. One probably being more accurate. You would need believe how long it has taken to type this out with one finger. Love to you all x

8;39 pm