I guess the fact that I’m at university means I’m not, but, unfortunately, that doesn’t change how dumb I feel 😳

I have to figure out a beter way to study, because I really need to retain more information than I currently do.

Though, on a good note, I have been enrolled in this unit before and have found my original notebook which has the first three weeks of notes and even better, notes I made for the movie assignment at the time, and it’s the same movie this trimester!

Time to get back to the textbook 🤓

5:28 pm

Update: it also makes me feel guilty when I stop for a break or the day, especially days like today, once again ignoring the world by sleeping. I woke up to my mechanic calling me. It’s starting to feel embarrassing how much I sleep in. When it’s like the past few days it’s because I’ve been in a funk. Just feeling extra sensitive and sad and quick to tears. But, I am in so much pain. I need to take a break. It’s just that I have to remind myself that it’s ok. I’m doing my best. It’s not like I hide from the world for no reason. But I am feeling better and that is the main thing. I do need to eat though, so, I’m going to go and heat some of the pasta that is the last of Juices meals and watch an episode of Mom on Netflix. 6:47 pm