I am no longer excited about uni starting again tomorrow. I’m not looking forward to anything.

I feel flat as f*ck once again. I am done giving a sh*t. I just want to finish this damn degree which no longer even makes any sense as to why I’ve done it.

I no longer believe that I can make any kind of change or help anyone in this world.

The urge to run away and completely disappear gets stronger every day. Just typing this has me fighting tears.

So, I’m going back to bed.

8:34 pm