I honestly cannot believe you.

Of all the people I know you were the last person I would have believed could be so cruel.

Yes, I’m calling you out here because I know there is a chance you will read it.

Maybe if you do you might wake up to what you are doing.

I am well aware no one owes anyone anything but respect for a friendship that has lasted over a decade isn’t too much to ask for.

Well, in your case, you do owe me. I don’t know anyone who would lend someone $10,000 let alone someone who would do it without thinking if it meant helping a friend in need. Exactly like I did for you.

Over eight years ago.

So much for the six month turn around to pay me back ae hahahaha

It’s never bothered me that you have had to repay it in instalments over the past eight years, but what does bother me is being left on read for the past six messages I’ve sent you and seven unreplied messages before that.

I am perfectly aware and conscious that you have a newborn but I don’t accept it as an excuse for pretending like I don’t exist.

I have accepted that I may never see you again or meet your son.

That thought makes me sad. Very sad.

If I mean anything to you at all and you read this please contact me.

If I don’t hear from you then I’ll accept that our friendship is over, simply because your wife has so many insecurities that she has invited some absolute bullshit in her head.

I mean no disrespect to you or the next person but the only way I’d ever be interested in being with someone 24 years older than me is if I was paid a lot of money.

One day I will use this experience as an example to help teach others that shit like this doesn’t need to happen.

I love you, Grant, as a FRIEND and I pray you will snap out of this fog you are in and contact me to tell me that you don’t want to lose our friendship either.

But it’s 100% up to you now. I have no intention to contact you again provided you continue to keep paying me back.

I wish you well.

5:19 pm

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