I know I can’t rely on others to help me in situations like this. I need to strap my arm every day for weeks to come, so, I obviously need to figure out how to do it myself 🤕

I feel really sad today. More alone than ever. I know I have great friends but being completely alone and feeling this vulnerable and in even worse pain than usual means I keep breaking down into tears 😢

I can barely do anything. Trying to open the coffee jar and spread my toast was so difficult I broke down completely and cried for so long this morning 😭

Boss is ready to get back into bed so I think that is what I’ll do for the rest of the day while watching Netflix 🖥

4:09 pm

Update: I was thinking about catching up on watching the few videos I haven’t seen as yet, but my feelings towards myself aren’t very good right now 😟 4:50 pm