I am very proud of myself for teaching myself how to do this 😊

I still have plenty to learn but I’m taking life one foot after another and choosing to line in the present as best as I can ☺️

Even if I achieve nothing else in my life, I know I have given and continue to give everything I’ve got, and these videos are helping people. I know that from the comments and the emails I get 😌

Talking to all of you helps me too. It helps me feel even more connected which is good during moments like now when all I want is someone to stay with me and help me 🤕

Just getting changed is excruciating. I went to put on the T-shirt I’m using as a pyjama top but decided it wasn’t worth the pain. It is safe to say that moving forward while my rib is healing, on days when I don’t have to go out, I will be topless. Thankfully I have ducted heating 🤭

If I had ndis, I know I would get assistance, so I need to continue to rise above how sad that thought makes me. I already needed help; now, I need even more. I keep reminding myself to be grateful that come the 1st of July, 2023, after 18 long years stuck in what I refer to as “Kiwi limbo” I can finally apply for citizenship which was the only document I needed for my ndis application. 105 other pages of documents explaining why I need the ndis but … 😒

I am grateful… 💗

10:26 pm

Update: It’s the 21st of May at 8:50 pm and I have just found this in my draft folder 🤦‍♀️

Update 2: I have taken so many screenshots to try and get a thumbnail picture for this blog, but they are all terrible. They are so awful they are hilarious, so, of course, I’m going to share some of the funniest ones 🤣

These ⬇️ are too funny not to share 😆😂

Hahaha hahaha I definitely find sharing pictures like this far more entertaining then a bunch of fake filters trying to make people into something they aren’t 🤨😄

I’m going to take a crack at getting a thumbnail for this video later. I have sooooo many videos needing thumbnail pictures. I’m not sure why I stopped adding them when uploading them but can only assume t had something to do with not having enough energy. I really want to get my site looking as god as I can, so, I have a bit of work to do, and am starting small.

9:14 pm