I had a nice day at work and even stayed an hour longer which I didn’t charge for since I was having a lovely time. I even dropped them off at their friend’s place not far from theirs āŗļø
I know I am a sensitive person and that I feel things deeply but I don’t feel like I’m overreacting in regards to how I feel about the email I received. I have been painted in such a bad light and by someone I considered my friend. I no longer consider her my friend. I’m a big believer in forgiveness but I don’t like being played the fool by the same person more than once. Moving forward all communication will be strictly via email, I don’t even want to talk to her on the phone and as much as I hate to say it there’s a pretty good chance how I’m feeling right now, which is on the verge of tears, may affect my ability to be totally myself now at work. I feel so betrayed. No amount of money is worth making me doubt myself and bring me to tears feeling like absolute shit š„ŗš„¹
It’s 9:52 pm and I’m going to sleep. I’m looking forward to sleeping in š“