Tomorrow is the cut-off date. He said I have to put my health first and that this is the hardest unit of the full degree. I want to be feeling good when I do it, and right now, I am not retaining anything 🥹

I am so sad right now, but I understand why. My body is telling me I needed a break, and I guess I just needed to hear someone else say it, which is strange because I usually want that to be my mum, and she was the first person to say take a step back back back from uni and put my health first ☺️

I’m so tired. I was on campus from 8:30 am to 3:15 pm. Then picked up Boss and stopped for a soft drink. tired to figure out some of the assignments and then emotionally broke down in front of my tutor to the point he walked me through deferring so that I wouldn’t talk myself out of it and end up locking myself in with a high pro…. and now the second-guessing comes in ahhhhh

goodnight x

8:45 pm