I’m on so many surgery waiting lists, but, if I could choose, this would be the first.

Feeling like you constantly need to pee due to your bladder feeling so full it feels like you will burst, even though it’s making you fo every few minutes, while actively avoiding drinking to try and reduce this feeling, is enough to drive anyone MAD 😣

But, considering I’m already in a tonne of pain from cleaning yesterday, especially in my hands and wrists, (we use these for everything! I can’t open my childproof medicine on days like today, that’s how bad the pain is 😭) adding the constant feeling of needing to pee on top just sucks balls truthfully 🙄

Anyway, it is somehow 12:53 pm already and aside from attending my online class this morning, I have not as yet completed anything else. The medication box is on my bed ready for me to do, once I finish the email to my peer support group leader. I can’t help but be amused by the fact that I am using his teaching of never apologising for how long it takes you to reply to someone as the reason why I have not responded as yet, even though, I know I’m currently replying to a follow-up email. Not sure if I have received two or three follow-up emails but I do know I let him know that uni comes first before my volunteer job. Especially since Faith has said that he has decided live workshops aren’t what he wants to focus on anymore and yet no one in our team has been told. I only know because of my visit with Faith.

Least I have no where I need to go today meaning I can start vaping since I really am avoiding using the strong pain meds I’ve got 😌