I have had a great day. Spent it with my lovely new friend who is teaching me so much. It obviously goes both ways, but as she said, she’s “old” the “” are from me, not her š and stuck in her ways š«¢
Lunch was so delicious š Creamy garlic mushroom pasta just like I said I was craving. I couldn’t finish it all but was able to bring the leftovers home for dinner āŗļø
Boss absolutely loved it. He had fun playing in her big backyard, as well as making himself at home on whichever bed he wanted šš„°
Once again, I didn’t wake up until my uni friend called me. That was at 8:50 am. Then my new friend, called at 8:59 am right before I was about to get into the shower šæ š
In between these two phone calls, I had already emailed the person at uni who IĀ had the online meeting with at 9:30 am to cancel it. Well, postpone it, but I didn’t want to have to deal with it at that point, since my shower was on, so just told her I’d get back to her š š¬
Sometimes for brief moments, I miss being completely and utterly oblivious to everything. Not questioning everything. Going along with how I was raised. How most people are all over the world. Or at least primitively if nothing else. Find a mate, breed, and repeat. Not giving a fuck about the simple fact of nothing we are doing makes any bloody sense!
The amount of knowledge and information I am currently trying to process just since Monday alone is so much, I have so much to say, I need to speak.
Fuck me. I have been seeing myself on a stage since the start. Right back at the beginning. I cannot prove most of what I know but one day someone will š¤
I set up my camera, the new one, and figured since I was going to record on my phone anyway, it makes sense to start practising using the new camera at the same time. If transferring the video from the camera to my phone to upload takes more brain power than I’ve currently got, at least I have the phone version š
Anyway, I was pacing in my kitchen, because I had a repeat lesson happen upon getting home and I was trying to work out why it had bothered me so much. Because I was ticked off and becoming more frustrated the longer I looked, meaning the longer I heard, seriously Liv, can’t you do anything right? You knew to take the vape off the top of the zip of my handbook before walking to the car. I mean I’m clumsy as it is and was carrying three bags. I put it on top because I wanted it without having to look. Just turns out, I seem to be getting aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh

I had set everything up to make a video more like the way I see in my head
Oooohhhhh shit
Back spasms have just started bye
Talk later