It’s too bloody hot in Melbourne to do anything anyway 😆

I turned my air-conditioning down one notch not long ago, and it was clearly the wrong move since it feels way hotter now 😬

I just turned it back up 🥵 though it appears there’s a cool breeze outside now, it just takes a while for my house to cool down, and it’s not exactly like I can leave my bedroom curtains open to let the breeze in, given the windows looks straight out to the street 😅

I’m definitely not hungry, I have realised. More dehydrated than anything by the amount of water I just drank then 🚰

7:55 pm, and I think I’m going to go to sleep 😴

I do have to adult properly tomorrow, which I’m looking forward to ☺️

I just can’t quite remember who I’ve told what to, and what can I say, other than I like my stories to make sense, or as much sense as they can given my storytelling abilities at the time of sharing 🧐🤓

But I think one of the most pressing things I need to do is read the new camera instructions and start using it. I did buy it for a reason. Though I think there’s a part of me that believes that the actual researching and purchasing of the camera for the best price ever was more fun than actually learning how to use it 🤦‍♀️🤣

I noticed that this afternoon when I was in the middle of writing a blog when Kant came to mind. I decided to add a link about him to my blog but ended up getting so absorbed with what I was reading, I think was easily over an hour before I went back and finished my blog.

The realisation during this is just how much of a difference there truly is between being a lover of knowledge and a greater depth of learning that you crave, something deep within a person who truly wants to know and understand how our world is this way, and being a student. During my university trimesters, I spend most of my time feeling like I can’t breathe, but as the uni trimester ends, my love for learning instantly returns.

I still have two more units of this degree to get through, which I am beyond looking forward to, because genuinely need a break to work out how to manage my anxiety and overwhelm, because they are what have made attending university so much more difficult. Yet, even with all the tears and shit I sometimes say about it, I still fully intend to apply for another degree and then another and hopefully one more after that. I place to just meditate all day in group communities for a few months sounds lovely.

I guess I’m going to have to set an alarm for tomorrow as much as I dislike it, and my meeting isn’ until 2:30 pm, but it’s an hour, possibly more, driving in each direction. But aside from that, I really want to get up at a decent time and shower and wash my hair and, hopefully, have time to change my bed linen or vacuum the kitchen and lounge. Eating breakfast is also very important.

This description for this short video has more information in it than the video itself 😆

8:27 pm