I really wish I understood why I’m struggling to eat as bad as I currently am since I have decreased my Ritalin dose not increased it 🤷‍♀️

I made a delicious breakfast of toast, fried eggs and vegan sausages and yet only managed half of it even though I waited until after breakfast to take my morning meds.

The same thing happened at lunch. I cooked some samosas for lunch but only ate a few of them.

So now I am praying I can get through the cup of noodles. I need to feel better and eating will help that, none of this is intentional but boy am I struggling to understand what is happening. Thankfully I have a doctor’s appointment already booked for Monday.

I have decided to vape as much weed as I need and just read and watch what I can of my statistics work until I am ready to drop into bed and sleep 😴

If I wake up early tomorrow, like I did today, I will get up this time 😅

7:40 pm