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I woke up this morning with really sore inner thighs π
But had no idea why π€ I saw the bruises as soon as I got in the shower but still a few minutes to actually figure out what happened and where they came from π Then I remembered having to break into my house remember and what I had to do to be able to…
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Day 275: 30th September 2022 | Just submitted AT1 Resubmission π
I applied for a few extra days yesterday, backed up with the letter from my psychiatrist, yet I didn’t even hear back at all, which was so strange. I definitely wrote a comment explaining the situation, given that today is the day Randy was buried. So, very emotional and not one that I wanted to…
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Day 274: 29th September 2022 | I accidentally locked myself out of my house π³
I’m still undecided about whether I think it’s a good thing or a bad thing that I was able to break back in π π I definitely need to get a spare set cut to give to Andrew π
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This episode of Working Moms on Netflix is hitting close to home π₯Ί
There are obviously reasons why I don’t have a close group of friends. Why do I spend so much time on my own. I keep thinking about the same things like I said in my video. I am the reason for my circumstances and therefore lack of close friends. I think I have spent my…
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Day 273: 28th September 2022 | It’s been a really long day π
And I’m too tired to write about it, so, if you are interested, please watch βΊοΈ
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Day 272: 27th September 2022 | Having one of those days π₯Ί
Sad, flat, angry, irritated and lonely This is how I feel Like I want to run away
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I am having a really “off” day
Everything feels wrong Every interaction with someone has felt wrong I feel extra sensitive today So close to tears Yet so easily irritated too I am a person Though I don’t always feel it There’s a time and a place for everything For now and the foreseeable future I am taking a full break of…
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Day 271: 26th September 2022 | Had emotional panic attack that bought me to bed π
Thankfully I managed to get some work on my assignment done before hand βΊοΈ Now I am watching Netflix and waiting for my garlic pizza to arrive π Update: it’s 7:42 pm and I feel sick. Why do I do this to myself?? The only time I eat cheese is on pizza and the random…
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I miss my friend so much π’
It’s just hit me so suddenly.. I was fine, working on my resubmission when I was hit with the most sudden severe hit of anxiety.. I told Graham it literally took my breath away.. But it’s only now that I can recognise how much I miss him. So fucking much. Randy I love you. I…
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Day 270: 25th September 2022 | My first shift as a Support Worker is today! π
My first shift working as a support worker for myself is what I mean. I soke to the client earlier and he was very happy with the service agreement I put together and wanted to start working together today π I’m excited π