Though have just watched myself say I’m behind in this one too, but, I’m pretty sure I caught up 😅 Guess I’ll find out 😆

And since I must keep myself honest …

I decided to make it an …

End of smoking bongs night. Instead of a one last actual bong. If you know what I mean 🤣 😏 😌

Look how much dirt Boss has brought in! He really does need a walk. But tomorrow is a new day and given how intensely bad it got there [for me in my darkness] this night is well deserved and needed. Rest for my mind and body and joy and grateful at the stories I have created that I am about to watch, as many as I can until I am either caught up completely (I know at least one video goes for over an hour and a half alone. Plus several 27+ minute videos lol) so who knows 😅 I still need to eat but it won’t be vegan deviled sausages now 😄

I feel good. I feel calm. I feel like everything is exactly how it’s supposed to be and it’s ok.

The new university group chat app that April added me to today is constantly going off, to I’m going to actually put my phone away lol it’s now 5:32 pm and I have so far watched 7:47/13:11 from one video since laying down on my bed 😲🤔😅

The best part about everything today, is that I feel good, more confident and actually back to looking forward to learning so that’s a great thing 🥰