There are so many things in this world that just don’t make sense to me. One of them I ended up having a conversation with, who knows that I am sharing the story.

At the beginning of this video, I realised that since uni started back, I’ve been using a lot more pain medications and telling myself not to vape weed until the evening, but that doesn’t align with my actual beliefs.

I love having realisations while talking things out to myself and all of you on days like today. I had a few today, which is just great!

Anyway, it’s a bit long, but I am pretty sure I made sense most of the time and finished all my stories. Though I guess I’ll find out later when I watch it back.

Update: 9:14 pm 3rd of August 2022 | finally watching this now. Time in. 1:20:53 .. I’m not “holding on to hope”, and I’m much calmer lol oh and to fully clarify, I know absolutely nothing about Mr X or his family.