All at once I feel completely alone.

Because I am.

So why am I going doing my head in to help others.

I am a nobody.

I literally have no one I could turn to if I lost everything.

I’m meant to be taking Boss to the dog park but just want it to rain so much so I can cancel

Nobody ever really sticks around.

And why should they

I can’t even do something as simple as not interrupt people even though I have been so aware for so long and still keep doing it!

I can’t even do that right.

I feel sad and stupid.

Had to defer again.

Everything takes me so long.

And most of the time I don’t even remember what I have learnt.

Now I’m crying

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