Which has been online since Thursday afternoon. It is currently 9:48am on Saturday. It has already been viewed 1.6K times, before I even watched it 😂😂

I’ve actually just seen while getting the above picture ⬆️ that the video I made right before my therapy session, has been viewed even more times than that! 😆

It’s so cool seeing all the views 😎

Hopefully the people who watch will start liking them too ☺

Back to the original reason for this blog 🤣

For some reason after my psychology appointment, I was hit with anxiety again. I wasn’t totally sure what it was about but had thought it had something to do with the end of the session..

Anyway, watching it back this morning, that memory came back..

Which was accompanied by the wanting of a cigarette or evape. I’m on day 6 of no smoking, according to my app, since my evape run out right before picking up the baby weed plant..

Sooooo…

I had some of my weed vape this morning while watching the therapy video instead lol 😄

There was nothing in the video to make me anxious which was awesome.

Now I’m going to video call Grant for a chat since I said I would call once finished but have been doing this instead lol 🙂

Today my number one goal is to make these videos for work. I’ve definitely made it seem bigger in my head than it actually is. Especially since realising that it makes more sense to do all takes, including any practise ones, wearing my work top and having my hair and makeup done. The media team will be editing them as they see fit, so it really doesn’t matter if I send a few videos through for them to chose from 😁

Time: 10:05am