I really have to stop saying that I am going to make a short video since that is not happening at all lol

Today I have spoken about what’s happening in our world,  why I believe what I do, and why certain parts of religions and the bible make no sense to me. Though, I am clear that I am not asking anyone to change their views, just to go within yourselves more often.

I have also explained that I have first-hand knowledge of what it feels like when the darkness is so evil that it causes people to do unspeakable things.  Thankfully for me, I am finally in a place in my life where I no longer have these thoughts, but I definitely still have them; they are just now directed at myself, not others. Since I have no blame inside of myself for anyone else.

I know there will be more in this 50 odd minute video, but I’ll need to watch it back. Right now, I need another coffee and to start figuring out what I am going to do today. Which will probably be sorting out clothes that can go to the op shops.

I also have to make my videos for work, especially since our next face to face meeting is on Monday next week. It’s Thursday today at 12:08pm. I am hoping to start this tomorrow. I do not currently feel like I am in a ‘making videos for work’ frame of mind.

Plus, I have to also defer uni again since there is just no way with everything else going on that I can study during trimester two this year, starting in July, when I have no idea about so many things, especially if or when I may get notice to vacate my home. This means I need to be ready for when this day comes.

I am sending light, love and high vibrations to you all!