And believe me, I tired. I even used the rolling machine every time, and, after trying at least six times, I managed to get only two terrible looking joints.

One of which I smoked before making this video 😄

It may have looked shocking, but at least it did what it was supposed to 🤣🤣🤣

So, on the note, I’m going to finish watching the last 12 minutes of the video I posted this morning and then find a movie and chill out.

I am choosing to focus on the good, and today I have had a lot of good. First, the motorbike ride and stop for coffee with Max and then seeing Andrew, who I haven’t seen in a little while, so that was wonderful 🥰

I have had a nice, relatively peaceful day. I got a bit teary when talking to Andrew since I am not saying that I may end up living in my car for the sake of saying it. The rental market has been insane since covid, so this is a very real option that I am trying to mentally prepare myself for.

Ah, right around now, it’d be great if my manifesting powers won me a house 🙌😆

Anyway, I am grateful for all that, and everyone I know loves and supports me. I am ok. I know everything will work itself out. It always does 😊