While standing in front of a pile of bricks..
That I need to find a grief support group. Or an ADHA one. Because I am grieving. I am grieving so much for what I know I could have been if I’d been helped from the start as a child. I’m pretty sure that’s why I have days where I honestly just don’t care. About anything. Those days are not fun. I promise you that.

Oh Jesus I just came out of my trace as the guy in the couple walked up the front law of his house šš
Liv.. Note to self.. Move the bricks out back before it gets dark! There’s light out there. You got up late so get moving.
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Wow.. I just read this back… What a quick turn around š¤·āāļøš
Time. 5.40 pm.
Update: 6.01 pm. It wasn’t a turn around. I felt good, to begin with lol I think I just realised it’s getting dark fast now, which I love. I’m usually inside. That’s all šš
