I am so sick of feeling this unwanted. So easy to throw me away.

My suicide ideation is really bad today.

I have so much to do and yet feel so empty.

People have been throwing me away my whole life. That obviously means I’m the problem. Every single time.

So, now I must listen to all the reasons why everyone would be better off without me while also trying not to act on any of it.

I just want to stop crying 😭