Which is why I told myself not to give it to anyone in my real life. I tell real life stories. I document myself and what I’m doing and how I’m feeling. The good the bad and absolutely everything in between. If you have a read even just a few of my blogs you will probably know this. Most people in my real life who know are fine but I think I’m going to really listen to myself on this from here on out moving on. Today has really helped me see with a giant flashing light (may as well have) just how wrong I was in ever considering sharing anything about this at all.

Obviously is life is a a story and we’re all the main characters of our own movies, it goes without saying that every single other person is a secondary character. They main have a main role. Perhaps a significant other, a parent or a child. Or a a simpler character, maybe the postman or your pharmacist. I happen to love my local chemist. I pay for so many meds that it makes sense to go to the same one, since they have a record of everything I have spent throughout the year. Here in Australia, if you have a medicare card, if you hit the threshold for the medication you have to pay for, the rest for that year are free. There’s a handy tip for anyone reading or watching from here in Australia with me. My pharmacists all welcome me by name everytime I walk in. Makes me smile everytime.

Another handy tip for yas, though after this long you may all already know, but if someone is wearing a mask, you can tell if they are smiling by their eyes 😍🥰

Anyway, my point is that everyone who is in my life in some capacity or another is a character in my story. I tell my stories as is. It’s impossible to tell a story that involves another person without mentioning the other person. Oh and don’t ever tell someone something and then say, “but you can’t tell anyone” 😆 because you have to ask that first. People fight about stuff that makes no sense lol but I’m off with the fairies after being asked if I “struggle with following guides LOL” 😅🤣

Perfect story to use as an example. I just made a video. It was still uploading when I started this. I think it’s finished updating. I have to be able to be completely free on here.

I was asked today if I had thought about opening a separate website in a more professional story telling way and at the time I said no and that I wasn’t interested. I am now seeing that that is probably a very good idea. It will always mean that I will start making the educational videos that I want to based on actual research and peer reviewed resources. I believe everything that I do for a reason. Yeah big picture it’s spiritual but the majority of things I stand up for and believe in are based on real things.

I guess just like I’ve said in one of my videos today, I’m not sure which one, there is definitely a side to me that is lazy. Or though maybe it’s this adhd stuff I still haven’t gotten my head around since I really do want to do so much but being alone for so many hours in a day does my head in.

It’s 10:47pm. I’m super tired all of a sudden and still need to copy last video from YouTube to here 🥱😴