As soon as you start watching you will see why 🤣

Everything really does happen for a reason! I was clearly not listening to the Universe the way I needed to regarding keeping my websites to myself regarding this company I have just started with.

Kind of makes me think about those stories you hear about religious people who are unwell waiting for God to save them. Yet when they die and meet God, they ask why he didn’t save them, to which God replies.. I sent you doctor after doctor. I did try to help you, you just didn’t help yourself 😆

Please don’t take offence to this anyone ⬆️😅

But yeah, more than enough people have told me to keep it separate from any kind of work, along with me even writing it on my bedroom wall. But right up until the moment I decided to smoke my vape and pour a drink before 2pm on a Monday, I was seriously considering telling them in some capacity.

Obviously I won’t lie about anything, but it has hit me, squarely, finally that this is my place to be truly me. Not work me. Not uni me. Just real and raw in all that I am me. So it needs to stay my safe haven. This is how I work through things. I have since realised since making this video, having a conversation with Mez and now typing this out, that I would have been absolutely fine had I just turned my camera on and talked it out.

The most important thing though, is that I am fine. I do feel good. I realised I was being tested and was able to fix what I had done, as in unsend the message before it was seen, meaning nothing bad came of it.

I know I will continue to grow and learn each and every day. Today has been a great day in learning lessons. One that I am proud to say, I am very happy with the outcome of.

I am currently sitting at my desk about to start sorting out my uni notes for the research beginners unit (statistics) as I want to start working my way through the learning objectives videos that I downloaded last trimester when I was enrolled before dropping the unit before the census date.

It’s 2:48pm. Still plenty of hours to study 😁