Both Diesel and Boss have had a huge run around this morning and are now chilling out 😊

I couldn’t believe it when the psychiatrist said it, but noy am I happy! but since being diagnosed with severe Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) approximately 12 years ago or so.. it turns out all the hard work I have done and continue to do is paying off!

I no longer met the diagnostic criteria for the BPD diagnosis 🥳🥳

I do very much have ADHD and severe Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (CPTSD). I have been given a script to try Ritalin to see if that is better, worse or the same as taking dexamfetamine. Though he did say that the headaches and jaw pain I keep experiencing in the evening is apparently due to withdrawal kicking in.

I have been taking two dexamfetamine pills in the morning when I get up, with the rest of my morning pills, them the third around 1pm. Doc suggested I try taking the two in the morning then half a pill at 1pm and the other half around 3pm. I did this yesterday and it was much better.

Finally having doctors who firstly, understand I need these meds, and secondly, trust me, is the best feeling ever. Especially after my last doctor who is in my local area, refused to give me the medication I need because of my past with ice. Finally having doctors who firstly, understand I need these meds, and secondly, trust me, is the best feeling ever. Especially after my last docto who is in my local area, refused to give me the medication I need because of my past with ice.

Today I don’t have any plans, but I am excited to clean and pack away all of my weed and weed related stuff so Rachel can pick it up when she’s ready.

Now time for coffee and breakfast 😋