I am so tired I have come to lie on my bed with my laptop to keep reading these articles..

I’m honestly not sure how far I will get though.

I spent a bit of time updating my cv and writing a personal statement for the volunteer job I want to apply for. Unfortunately the ‘Apply Now’ button on the website advertising it, takes you to a page to download the app. So, I have emailed them asking where exactly I can apply with my paperwork.

I really feel like I have a good chance at getting this job, given they are looking for people with life experience who are willing to share their stories. That is literally what I live for these days. Telling stories is my purpose here on earth.

But I also know that I need to keep studying. I need to be credible in the knowledge I wish to share and help others with. This would be a great job to get more experience. Thankfully since I know I am abundant and the Universe looks after me, the fact that it’s a volunteer job instead of a paid one makes no difference to me.

Anyway, like I said in my video earlier, I need to just read these articles from beginning to end first before I start making notes. This is something I have done wrong since starting university so I really need to implement it this year.

Yet yesterday I really did over do it so I am utterly exhausted today. To the point where I took my morning dexamfetamine with the rest of my morning pills but I am not going to take anymore because I know I am past the point of exhaustion so it won’t help.

I am so comfy but the gap in the curtains is letting light hit me in the eyes. I really don’t want to get up but it’s really annoying..