I’ve been up since 7am since Grant called me. Both Grant and Rachel are always so happy to wake me up, which is so kind of them.

Yet, I am lying on my bed next to Boss trying to motivate myself to shower and then go out to buy what I need from officeworks and supermarket. But, I have more than enough food at home without needing to buy more, and what I want to buy has to be paid with by savings so don’t exactly need to rush out to get it.

Considering I actually am really excited to start studying and focusing on what is important, I find it somewhat amusing that for some reason today, it’s hit me, I want to stay home and keep watching Killing Eve. Maybe even have a few bongs. Because I know once I start getting back into university study, I need to give up everything that distracts me.

Plus, I am absolutely exhausted. Rachel and I talked until like 1am so I haven’t had much sleep or for that matter, taken my morning meds, which I’ve just realised. Meaning, I haven’t had morning dosage of dexamfetamine.

But yeah, think today is going to be completely different than I thought it would be, and I’m ok with it 🙂